Still scared of the world and a new development will surely make me all the more scared. Things are a changing and I am leaving home, Finally!! Going out into the big bad world to fend for myself. But I am also very excited. Living out in the country eats away at young people's souls until they turn into lonely old farts. Nah, I'm only joking. I'm just referring to myself. I personally need to be nearer to the city life, where I can open myself to exciting experiences (and scarey) and develop with other people my own age or at least anyone that is not, well, old. I don't mean that in a bad way, you know, old people are lovely. And oft times very cool. It's just I feel that as a young person I need to be around young people also, my peers, as you know, they are in the same position as me.
Now, where was I, oh yeah, fending for myself. Actually, that is not a new thing. I have fended for myself before and I am practically the secondary provider for my poor parents. I have more money than they do! All the more reason to flee the nest and take my money with me for myself! So in conclusion, the world just got a little more scarey, but also better. 'For every action there is an equal and opposite reaction' - Newton's law of motion - because after all I am in motion, I am moving forward.