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Well, joined MovieExtras.ie today. Thought I would give it a try. Perhaps it may spark my interest in the industry again, and if not, then I will know that it is not meant to be. I have heard some people say that it is not all it's cracked up to be and payment can sometimes be crap. But, well, we'll see. Let's hope that I don't regret the decision. I mean it bloody well cost me €89 to join and get photos taken; they better be some damn good photos! I'm a bit worried now that it will be a dead end pile of poo. Ah crap!

What are you going to do with your life?

I don't know! That's the scarey thing! I sort of know, but I don't know how to get there, you know. No. Ok. Well, I want to work in film, but it is a tough and scarey business. You got to be fearless. But I'm just a meek little mouse, but a creative mouse. I always knew I wanted to do something creative. That's the kind of thing I am good at.
But the thing is, right now I just need a job, any job will do. I don't care, I honestly don't care. I work hard, I have a damn good work ethic and I believe no job is too small. In the words of Homer Simpson, 'You can treat me like crap and I'll still kiss your butt and call it ice-cream' - something like that. So, somebody hire me, please!

Introduction

Hello bloggers. Just starting with a greeting and a welcome. I finally decided to submit to the temptation of blogging and run the risk of people reading my inner most thoughts and spewing criticism all over them or considering them worthless chatterings of a mad uninteresting woman. It is mostly just for myself, to get things out of my system. I have a feeling my initial blog entries will be a pile of crap. I'm sure I just need some time to get into it and establish myself and organise my thoughts better. Also, they might seem a bit of a downer aswell, could be due to the winter blues. It is also just an unsure time in my life. So bear with me. Thanks.